One of the things I have the honor of doing at my church is taking notes on my pastor's sermon each Sunday morning and turning them into a study guide for mid-week groups that meet to discuss, study, and pray together. As I write a summary of what he has taught, I write questions for discussion that the group leaders can use to get people talking about how the sermon applies to their own lives.
This afternoon as I finished up the notes, I looked at a discussion question that I had written and realized that I probably wrote it for myself. This was the quote:
"Sometimes
we think that a life in Christ means that we should be immune from
heartache and difficulties. Jesus knew the pain that his crucifixion
was causing his mother and his disciples, but he also knew what was
being accomplished there and the greater joy that would follow. Can we
trust God that a season of difficulty may be in preparation for
something greater in our lives?"
After an exciting move to Virginia last November where things worked out beautifully, almost effortlessly, I'm now struggling with problems with my husband's deteriorating health and some financial challenges. Though I'm an "eternal optimist" and usually make a point of thinking positive, sometimes I have felt like God was absent in my situation.